||[24 May 2005|01:37pm]
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||[19 Apr 2005|01:36pm]
god, i am feeling so ill :S i think something is wrong. it has just hit me and i just feel like throwing up. :S i was fine 5 mins before it.
i just really wanna go home now and go to my bed :'(
||[13 Apr 2005|11:13pm]
||[04 Apr 2005|07:31pm]
The ones with [x] are ones which have been done by me :O
[x] been drunk
[x] underage smoked
[x] smoked weed
[x] had sex.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[x] been in love.
[ ] been dumped.
[x] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight
[ ] had a threesome
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] been in trouble with the police.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[x] stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling
[x] played 'clue'. (someone tell me what this is?)
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] been addicted to something
[x] cheated on a bf/gf
[x] had a sweet sixteen.
[x] told someone you like them.
[x] had an online argument.
[x] had a car (toy one ;o)
[x] been attracted to a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] been attracted to a member of the same sex.
[x] have a boyfriend.
[ ] have a girlfriend
[ ] have a crush
[x] feel lonely
[x] feel happy
[x] Get along with your mother
[ ] Get along with your father
[ ] Hate yourself.
[ ] think your attractive -atleast decent??
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[x] listen to classical and/or opera
[x] listen to showtunes
[x] listen to oldies like pink floyd and zepplin
[ ] listen to techno
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails
[x] have more than one best friend
[x] get good grades
[x] play an instrument
[x] own more than 3 pairs of shoes.
[ ] wear boxers to sleep in.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color green.
[x] like the color purple.
[x] like the color pink.
[ ] smell strange.
[ ] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[x] have a pager.
[ ] ugly
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[ ] tall.
[x] medium height.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] single.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking
[ ] don't care.
[ ] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[ ] upset.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic
[ ] racist.
[ ] homo-sexual
||[18 Mar 2005|07:33pm]
faggots and mash potatos
(being naughty) 3 rum truffles and a little bit of marangue :(
today was ok, a bit busier but i still had to waste an hour and a half doing nothing but pretending to be busy adn there is only so many times you can look through the network folders prying into everyones private documents :(.
That singing class has affected me, i have been listening to my mp3 player today, listening to the singers breathing patterns :S to see how they do it :S i need a hobbie.
i found out my moms trying to con me out of money, i asked her if i borrowed money from HER then i would pay the phone bill she was suppost to have paid last month since i had to clear my bros £250+ bill and also this months (which would be about £200 all together)
i found out she has been borrowing money off my grandpa and she wanted me to pay the Phone bill & my papa too, she thought i was going to give up £100 just for her asking my grandpa for money for me - like fukin hell i will, if i do have to pay it this month i am cancelling her phone - and im going to try and make an excuse to go to my grans and grandpas so i can tell him, i know he knows shes like this, just to let him know its still going on! i know she cant chuck me out the house cause she cant afford ONE telephone by herself since she hasnt got that much money or her digi box so she needs me here to help her pay bills, i have no fuckin idea what shes going to do when i leave.
but i have decided, i have to leave this house, in the next couple of months, i cant put up with this shit anymore, i feel like im being screwed out of money all the time. i know she cant earn that much as a home help cause she also has to look after my gran and grandpa but im not putting up with this. i dont care how far i have to move, even if its not glasgow or edinburgh, i just need anywhere cause im up to fuckin 'here' with all this shit going on now!
oh well, off to ryans tonight cant wait!
||[17 Mar 2005|10:17pm]
bowl of cocopops clusters
'good for you' cuppa soup
subway club 6" - beef, chicken, ham, lettace, mayo, gerkins
chicken, gravy and roste veg
today was great, work was boring again cause i have ran out of things to do again but the singing classes were so amazing. i have been told i might not be a sopranno after all, she is teaching me to train my voice down but i have been told that i dont really need singing lessons but to teach myself to project and pronounce my vowels better but apparently im doing fine and i managed to complete 2 songs today.
i went in she told me to do a few exercises to see where i was and before i could finish them she said, i dont think we need to do this anymore, i think we should just get you into the song.
my next lessons on next friday so it should be good, not bad for one on one :)
||[16 Mar 2005|06:35pm]
three chocolate truffle (one in morn, one after work and nibbling one now)
bit of ham
'good for you' cuppa soup
beef with peppers and mash potatoes
a small piece of quiesh (SP?)
things are going well now, i am getting busier now, but sadly there are some quiet times too. Me and lorraines getting on really well and tellin me all about the work so i know what im in store for.
got my first singing lesson tomorrow and im really nervous. hopefully i get a couple of pound and i can go out tonight but i dont have that much for the weekend :(
lets hope things look up!
||[15 Mar 2005|07:58pm]
sadly things went off a little bit after i came back home. i have had a few naughty things but not snacked really.
today i have had
a bowl of coco pops in warm milk (naughty me but i was in a rush and needed breakfast)
a small bowl of 'good for you' oriental noodles
half a pizza (tut tut but my mom made it before i could make my own dinner)
a couple of handfuls of sultanas
half an orange
a 'good for you' chicken and mushroom cuppa soup
ham and cheese bake - 2 thin bits of ham, a couple of thin slices of cheese on bread - no butter - microwaved
things were really cool today, had a bit more work to do since Lorraine has joined us, shes really cool.
she comes over and talks to me since i am over the other side of the fleet so at least i have some company now.
i bumped into Sharon today when out for lunch and began rubbing her face in it tee hee - i love boasting to people from my old work. cant wait to 'bump' into amanada.
After work Lorraine gave me a lift home and told me all about how she was in my job position 18 months ago when she joined and telling me about when you go on boats and about the time she sailed up and down the Thames, shes made it sound so cool, i just have to prove myself in the job and make sure i keep up the good work then they start sending you out to the ships as a "third officer/chief officer" to help with reviews, and you actually get paid for it and accommodation too. sounds such a cool place to work.
thinking about exercise but today i am too tired, im goin for a rest and then gonna get up later on :)
||[14 Mar 2005|11:24pm]
A - AGE: 21
B - BAND LISTENED TO MOST RECENTLY: Donnas, My Chemical Romance
C - CRUSH: My Gorgeous Fiance
D - DAD'S NAME: Stephen
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Ryan
F - FAVORITE BAND: My Chemical Romance
G - GUMMY: bears?
H - HOMETOWN: Torquay/Clydebank
I - INSTRUMENT: Bass Guitar
J - JUICE: Tango
K - KIDS: in Time
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Glasgow to London
M - MUM'S NAME: Carolanne
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: More time With Ry
P - PHOBIA(S): Death, Lonelyness, Pain, Spiders, insects, Dark
Q - QUOTE: The More You suffer The More It Shows You Really Care
R - REASON TO SMILE: Money :P
S - SEXIEST FEATURE: *shrugs*
T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: 7.30
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: I was onstage with Singing Kettle :P
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: none, i love veg
W - WORST HABIT(S): Drinking and Eating too much
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Head (when i was hit in the head with a rusty metal gate), Leg (Before i went in for my operation), Stomach (dunno why)
Y - YUCKY FOOD: Toffee Carrots (smells like sick)
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo
||[14 Mar 2005|10:32pm]
aaaah im dying for chocolate already and my moms bought choco coissants
||[14 Mar 2005|08:08pm]
ok, challenge set, i am going to be documenting everything in my life, its a challenge to see if i can loose weight. Recently i have been on the scales and its not a pretty sight so im going to be my goal to lose at least 2 stone.
wish me luck!
OK maybe i could cut down a bit more but its not bad for a first day!
Food from start of day:-
3 pieces of white bread, butter and ham.
2 bits of ham
potato and mince hotpot
4 fried mushrooms
2 slices of white bread with 4 thin slices of cheese and a bit of ham.
shredded wheat with lots of milk and a bit of chopped banana
half an orange
a few rasins
Exercise:- Just Cleaning Room at the moment!
Things are going great in the new job, i am finally getting a bit busy, even though i had to switch chairs with Lorraine but all in all great.
we have 4 new ships coming in which means that folders have to be made so that is taking up my time.
sadly Apostolos has annouced he is moving to Morocco or something with the company so it wont be long before he leaves us, but Joe is recruiting more new people, apparently an awful lot of people are new.
Came home and think i have managed to bribe my mom into lending me a lot of money for my singing lessons in exchange of me paying off the 2 months phone bill, just waiting to see if she does agree but my first lesson is on thursday at 7.15 at Mount Florida and Abbie seems really cool so it should be a good experience.
After the shock of yesterday when i went on the scales i have decided to go on a mini diet, i am not good at doing full diets so i thought i would test the water as it were and i am cutting down on my snacks and food, i think i may have to cut down on the tea and coffee but i am doing well drink wize, we have decided to cut down on drinking a full bottle of JD or Morgans which only lasts us a night down to a couple times a month and if we do have to drink i will probebly be a few beers. its actually working though, i feel a lot better that what i used to.
well hopefully i can keep this up, ry has agreed on going on a diet with me too but we will have to see how we go cause we cant check on each other all the time :P
||[03 Mar 2005|09:38pm]
i get money tomorrow and im going out at fuckin last :( i hate being stuck in the fuckin house i just need out.
cant wait. aint been on a proper night out wi ry for a while now except to RG's.
work is quite cool, just tiring to fuck now since its getting busyier. oh well its more money and i get to make fun of my old staff now :D
yaaaaaaah im getting money :D cant wait to get drunk, im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored here.
||[08 Feb 2005|04:43am]
|How to make a lilrockchic|
5 parts competetiveness
3 parts courage
3 parts leadership
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!